a hundred

... blog posts. Happy birthday bloggy-boy.

Love watching jake an Amir. "it's so chill"



This made me lol so hard :D

♥

k.

constancies

To: the A&O

thank you for the sign


& the strength to ...







merely carry on. Grant me wisdom and mental strength to ... fight.


Amen.

k.

Diving in

Before I launch into my homework. I decided to ... come and say hello. You know when you imagine what life would be like if you were a different person/made a different decision/better person? Is it regret or is it just alternatively thinking ? Is it a path I should've taken? Or a path that ... Oh I dunno.



"Today is Sunday. Sunday means church. Church means God. God means everything."

I can't help but feel bland. So off. So bland, so boring, so bleargh. Just too average. That feeling where you know that you were meant for something that was FULFILLING in life. Something that makes you feel really good. For example, VTAC applications (University applications) close soon - and I am so SO lost. Other people say that they are but they have BIG options options like medicine, physio .. I dunno .. umm Law .. etc.

Me. I got .. something but practically next to nothing. Maybe not next to nothing. My though processes.
"If all goes wrong, you can be a nurse. Mum's a nurse. She turned out great. But what if you could be something better? What's better? A high pay? Or a satisfying and fulfilling job? I want both. Greedy I know. What other options? Speech therapy (Latrobe = lame .. too far .. hole), Ophthamology (Latrobe = *as mentioned before*), Psychology, Neuroscience, Nursing - psychology. Hmm psychology. Apparently Uni Psych is COMPLETELY different to school psych. I love school psych. Could I handle change? and APPARENTLY you gotta be an extrovert. Me ? Extrovert - some would think so, but really, I'm shy, uncomfortable and I despise public stranger attention. Well, actually, when I feel uncomfortable altogether. ANYWAYS. Neuroscience - I'd have to do a general science degree at Melbourne before I do neuroscience anywhere - I didn't do chemistry. I'm to mentally challenged in that area... Oh I give up ... I'll think about it later."

See? I didn't get ANYWHERE


In other news. I bought two pairs of shoes today. $7.54 each. Not big on the branded $200 shoes. The most I've spent on shoes is $120 - but that was back in primary school when my shoes had to last me like .. 4 years before I could get another new pair. I'm excited. Volleys can be pushed over now. Just like my chucks. (The above picture is branded vans. But I didn't buy vans. So yeah)


I bought Kate-Miller Heidke's Album, "Curiouser". I felt good not going through any illegal practices *COUGH* really I don't. She's Aussie too. I like supporting her aussie-ness.

Other then all of that. Nothing really. I must start on my study plan now. I'll blog again soon. Promise.

♥

k.

Awkward.

kat in a hat. † says:
*holy shmoly loly
*hey I might watch tranporter three with my dad
*how long is it ...
Evan says:
*err Oo)
*hour and half probably
kat in a hat. † says:
*or maybe i'll just let him watch it later..
*i ceebs going through the awkward sex scenes .. if there are any.
*these types of movies are
Evan says:
*uhh
kat in a hat. † says:
*PRONE to having them.
Evan says:
*there's one but not really Oo)
*like you don't see anything iDk
*you see him take off his shirt thou =P
kat in a hat. † says:
*is the movie worth the awkwardness? or should pretend to go to the toilet.
*or get a "snack"
*or "brush my teeth"


ohh the joy of HOLIDAYS.

Why I'm getting distracted.

because of this. I can't wait for summer. I day dream.
Summer = No school. Bliss. My birthday. Freedom. No homework. Pure ... happiness.

♥

k.

That chapter in Life.

Want to know what's just the best?
Listening to The Script and reading all your blogs (: Yes yes, you meaning all of you.

So my turn. My turn.
Have you realised that although exams are coming up -
WE ARE FINISHING SCHOOL FOREVER.
Never again will we spend nearly everyday together.
Never again will we talk the complete weird stuff that we do.
Never again will we talk behind a teachers back.
Never again will we try and hide food in the VCE centre.
Never again will we cram for pointless SACs.
Never again will we just sit in silence knowing that tomorrow we'll see each other again.
Never again will we compare lunchboxes and look enviously at that fat salad sandwhich.
Never again will Nathan stand near Evan with his hand stretched out for a precious Red Rock Deli Chip.
Never again will everyone just be in one place knowing that school - Will be over soon.

We'll never go back to school again.
Has that fact hit you? I'll miss it so much. I know I will. As much as I've complained about how boring it is - and at times it is - my friends made it so copeable. I'm gunna miss
Evan's hugs and kisses. Everyday.
Cord's smile & hugs & laugh.
Paolo's "hello... :|" & talking about the latest dilemmas or iPods.
Emily's bludgy moments in further & something lol in her life.
Harry's wave and laugh (usually at me of course :D). And literally looking "up" at him (:
Nathan's "how are you" in Auslan. His wicked bag dance & dancing in general.
Gumji's lunches. Sometimes I just stare at it. :D :D & her hugs
Thisal's DnM's & his latest dilemmas.
Navin's "EYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY" lololol and hilarity.
Taco and Michaels mini adventures.

I'll miss reading your blogs about school - how mundane and boring it is.

& Everyone else. Thanks for your FRIENDSHIP. and your LOVE when I needed it most.

Now to delve back into photography. I'll write up a better blog when it ACTUALLY the end of school. Forever.

♥

k.

KMH

You are pretty amazing Kate-Miller Heidke.
(sorry for the lack of blogging. a wee bit busy. I promise I'll come back soon :D)

♥
k.