Mhmm

I think she does what she does because,
"All the cool people do it."

Ho hum. Just leave it be, k.

♥

k.

Transition to Uni = Balls

All potential Melbourne University students should not do "Food for a Healthy Planet"

Not only is it boring, but the lecturers are monotonous, boring, hard to understand ... and ... boring. Did I mention boring? Try sitting through 2 hours of it. It's like a slow and painful death.

The content is massive and theres a stackload to remember. 3 periods a week + 1 tute where you are forced to contribute in class participation. I would rather just sit and listen. People just don't understand that.

Anyways.

I should stop ranting. I just can't see the brightside of Uni anymore. So over it. So over being lonely sometimes too.

Stuff it. Stop being so emo. It's not that bad.

I miss you all so much. I think of you all everyday !

Btw, "Chemistry is a MOLE of a subject"

♥

k.

L'Oreal Live Fashion Shoot & 1 and lonely

I was meant to post this LAST Wednesday.Something exciting. My 4 hour gap last wednesday was very much worth it. I studied a fair bit for 2 hours then headed down to MC for the live photoshoot. Sorry about the crap image quality ... I forgot to bring my own camera.

Seeing a live fashion shoot made me all happy and fuzzy.

I'll get a dslr soon ... soon.

I was surprised how simple the set up was ... sorta. Just one softbox and mild lighting emitted from those turning wall things.


Pretty self explanatory ... There were heaps of video crew + photographers.



The DJ was pretty cool. She was really into the music.



The team.

So yeah. That was fun.

On to more ... depressing news. I'm really lonely at Uni ... I mean I'm ok when I'm with people I know, just that I don't have such a tight group like I did in High School. I could always rely on someone that I was tight with to be around ... somewhere and hold a decent conversation. I could talk about other things than just how boring homework/lectures are. I've given up on introducing myself to people I sit next to lectures. I know that's sad and antisocial ... but I'm bored of telling people the same thing. You're probably telling me that that's just going to stop me from making a tight group of friends. I did try .. I'm tired now.

For example on Wednesday afternoons I'm most likely to have a 4 hour gap. For 3/4 of that time, I talk to no one. I'm tired of being stuck on a question and then not being able to ask for help to someone that's studying right next to me.

I want a train buddy. That finishes at the same time everyday. It's annoying having to listen to the same music everyday. People told me to grow up and just make friends. Maybe I should.

Everyone says that university is so much fun etc. Am I the only one ?

I would like to hear from you, talk about anything. How are you ? If you're reading this I probably miss you. Hit me a comment please.

♥

k.

Response

It didn't make me annoyed at all (:
I will miss you.

♥

k.

RE: I can't help

So a few people read my blog "I can't help" ... and they've apologised. Thing is, that it wasn't you I wasn't talking about so don't worry !

Chances are, that if you read my blog regularly, that that post isn't about you. Please don't fret. If I do have some pressing issue that annoys me I will tell you directly, but that really wasn't something that bothered me as much as just ... how I felt at the time, and wasn't really worth mentioning to the person it was about. I'm over it now so all is well.

In other news...
I bought my chemistry textbook for $55 and the guy was kind enough to chuck in the workbook and solutions for free! The textbook itself is meant to be 110+ so I saved myself alot of CHACHINNGGGGGGGGGG ! So yeah. Story of my life - being cheap, saving money. ON A NOTE OF BEING CHEAP LOL. I tried giving away of some of my dad's redundant furniture to Harry. It was quite funny. Because EVERYTHING ... yes EVERYTHING that I tried to give to him, there was something wrong with it. IT MADE ME LOL.

MY DAD IS SUCH A HOARDER. BAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA. Oh please, someone help him. At least I know my sister is my dad's biological daughter, hence my biologcal sister. She gets her hoarderism from dad.

Just a type guys, when cleanign your room ... "Maybe I'll need it later"

TRUST ME - YOU'LL NEVER EVER NEED IT FOR LATER. THERE IS NO LATER.

I'm just saying.

♥

k.

Verdict

University = Overrated.
It's mostly boring, not all as hyped up as it is

I enjoy making friends though! However hard it is to do so =C

& from one of my favourite photography nirrimi.



All credit rightfully goes to her (:

♥

k.

I can't help

But feel a little sad that people don't seem to see ... what I'm doing anything for ...
It may not seem clear to you, or for that matter me, but everything happens for a reason and ... I'm happy to wait and take my life a little slower than everyone else.

Just because I'm not working to anything specific as of yet ... this doesn't mean what I'm doing at the moment is pointless, I may take longer than everyone else to get somewhere, but perhaps I enjoy taking things slow.

Perhaps I don't cope well with dramatic change.

Just because I'm not yet sure of what I want to do - doesn't mean I'm wasting money. Money is material. In this time that I am here, I hope to make meaningful relationships - something that is priceless.

No I'm not like you, but maybe I like where I am.

I can't help but feel a little hurt about what you said.

On the other hand. I still very much treasure you.

♥

k.