two

Wow just when you think you start to feel better, you don't ...
It hurts alot more than the first time because you get your hopes up, you're optimistic the second time round and then you crash and hit the floor alot harder.

I really wonder, when I'm going to stop this vicious cycle. It's so stupid. But it's got that in common with me.

I feel alot sillier this time round.

Don't worry, I'll cope. As I do.

♥

k.